I am/have been starting to go a little stir crazy during the week lately. Mostly because the weather isn’t so nice anymore, the town centre is no longer a novelty, you can only watch so many movies over the course of 2 months, etc. Now, some people might think having all this free time is great, and it is at times. And I’m also sure when I actually get a job, occasionally I’ll probably wish myself back to unemployment. But that just goes along with wanting what you can’t/don’t have.
Since I have limited activities during the day coupled with the strong desire to be productive, I find myself hinging my self worth on strange things. Like pot roast.
I will really mean, “Dan, savor this pot roast that I lovingly prepared and put careful thought into so we could have a nice meal tonight and then tell me how wonderful it is and how much better your life is now that my amazing pot roast and I are a part of it.”
Just kidding, it’s not really that desperate yet, but I am excited to start looking for work. If everything goes according to plan at Croydon on Friday, I should be able to start next week and become a productive member of society once more 🙂 Love and miss you all! xx